Day 235: Monday, October 31, 2011

Today I met the girl again for dinner. Afterwards we sat in the park where I hit rock bottom months back- the park with the homeless people and the pigeons. It was cold out, so I gave her my jacket and then I had the courage to ask her if we could finally speak openly about us for once because I had to know… When she told me that she had never liked me from the very beginning, her face crinkled up like it was in pain (or was it disgust?) and I knew that look would haunt me for a long time.